This is the hardest post that I have ever written. It actually really has taken days to write it and it is not even that long. March 2nd my world has changed forever. As many of you know that my father has been sick. On March 2nd my father went to heaven. It has been the saddest day of my life.
He was an amazing man! Him and my mother made me from scratch and I wouldn’t be who I am am without him!
He was always there for me and I can not believe he is gone. I think about it and it is hard to breathe. I wonder how do I go on with out him here.
My son was his only grandchild and they were so close. It makes me sad that he will not be here to see what an amazing man he is going to become. He goes to school everyday and does amazing so he can make papa proud. I know papa would be so proud of him today and everyday to come.
He was so young and would do anything for anyone! He had a smile that would light up the room, I don’t know any one that did not love my dad.
This year of firsts is going to be the hardest.
I am doing my best to get back to the swing of things and to wrap my head around this. I still pick up the phone to call him.
I just want a few more minutes with him….one more phone call….one more smile!
Thank you to those that sent all the kind words. I will be back to working soon. Thank you all for your patience and your loyalty!